" Where is the I in Me? "

Maybe Someday

When I was li'l girl, he was a young man;
Now I am a young woman and he is a little boy;

He doesnt know me, neither do I know him;
No matter how much I try it hurts real bad;

Maybe if I were smarter, or prettier, or anything more,
He would want me for something that I am not..
I try and try to be that something that I am not.....
I wish I wish and just keep on wishing more

Theres a reason to everything so may this would have too
Some gals are just not meant to be Daddy's Li'l Girl...

P.S. Had written this for a long time, but never had the courage to post it. Today I guess I do. :)

u scratch my back i will scratch urs....

What do they think of themsleves. U.S.A and India trying to maiantain their relationship...ooohhh please I am better at relationships..and whoever knows me will know what that statement means. Such a two timer U.S.A. Kill the diplomacy lets just talk business.....

Man is an animal after...first standard knowldege

Its one thing that you learn something new everyday...Another is where you learn something you already know. That the most beautiful feeling to an adult. Especially coz most of your child life you spend believing what others told you or rather dictated to you.

Of the many things I realized one thing for sure today MAN(both genders) is an Animal. I saw a woman today at work not very fond of her. But today i got to know she is expecting a baby. And tadaa my thoughts for her changed by a 360 degree. I am mad that i know but sometimes i am unreasonable. And i mean it there is no reason what so ever. Whenever in such a state, like any other person I blame it on circumstances.

So the point behind this post.Age old saying Male hunt & Women nurture. Absolutely true. Rather than the physical differences i would use the above mentioned traits to differentiate between the two genders.

So am I male or female, Question number 1: Do I hunt?- Yes I do, I hunt for Men, I hunt for Prosperity, I hunt for Knowledge, I hunt for Growth.

Do I want to hunt? Yes I want to hunt it gives me the rush, the energy to live.

Do I nurture? As of now I dont nurture anything except for my self consuming growing wants and needs.

Do I want to nurture? Yes yes yes yes. I dnt know how when what where but yes yes yes, I want to Nurture.

So by my theory if the want to nurture is so high that it supercedes all other current state of being then you are a nurturer. I am a nurturer so i am a female.

Hence Proved.

Sorry for this torture...

Everyone is unhappy with me, seriously i have nothing to offer....

Society

"Oh, it's a mystery to me
We have a greed with which we have agreed
And you think you have to want more than you need
Until you have it all you won't be free

Society, you're a crazy breed
Hope you're not lonely without me...

When you want more than you have
You think you need...
And when you think more than you want
Your thoughts begin to bleed
I think I need to find a bigger place
Because when you have more than you think
You need more space

Society, you're a crazy breed
Hope you're not lonely without me...
Society, crazy indeed
Hope you're not lonely without me...

There's those thinking, more-or-less, less is more
But if less is more, how you keeping score?
Means for every point you make, your level drops
Kinda like you're starting from the top
You can't do that...

Society, you're a crazy breed
Hope you're not lonely without me...
Society, crazy indeed
Hope you're not lonely without me...

Society, have mercy on me
Hope you're not angry if I disagree...
Society, crazy indeed
Hope you're not lonely without me..."

Angel

"I am an old woman named after my mother
My old man is another child that's grown old
If dreams were lightning thunder was desire
This old house would have burnt down a long time ago

Make me an angel that flies from montgom'ry
Make me a poster of an old rodeo
Just give me one thing that I can hold on to
To believe in this living is just a hard way to go

When I was a young girl well, I had me a cowboy
He weren't much to look at, just free rambling man
But that was a long time and no matter how I try
The years just flow by like a broken down dam.

There's flies in the kitchen I can hear 'em there buzzing
And I ain't done nothing since I woke up today.
How the hell can a person go to work in the morning
And come home in the evening and have nothing to say.

Make me an angel that flies from montgom'ry
Make me a poster of an old rodeo
Just give me one thing that I can hold on to
To believe in this living is just a hard way to go."

Saw a kid in the train today, he made me reopen my long forgotten blog writing hobby. For almost half an hour the kid just sat pretending to eat air from his tiffin box. The happiest face he had, I like happy faces.
I like sad faces too, I like a lot of things. I am too tired to dislike anything. Tired of being.. Mabbe I should not be for a while. Wonder how not to be - like that air which the kid I saw today was playing with.

So used to being scared, just cant be otherwise. Infact I dont remember not being scared. How does it feel?

I identify wid everyone.....good, bad, ugly...In a mirror i see a mirror..........Nt a crisis of identify but mabbe too much of it!

When i was a kid and all four of us laughed together at the same time....i wished deep deep inside that the moment stayed forvever....I always was smarter as a kid!

The more I know myself, the more I realise I am just like you, needy and more needy! I guess even you feel "You are special"!

New Batch in Piramal Nagar!

Parents are genetically precoded beings with high emotional volatility and have the ulterior motive to induce an exoskeleton that can withstand superlative criticism with the end result of creating an underachiever

Theory of Irritability

This theory like any other theorem does not require any kind of proof! It is inspired by lives of two people ( Me and my imaginary friend Lucas) and has no reference to anyone else. Any resemblence to any other person dead or alive is mere coincidence.The theory of irritability states that,

" A person who gets irritated by a specific habit/ event everyday (or at periodic intervals of time) to such an extent, that at some point called the point of irritability (I), he or she turns into a major contributor of that habit/ event himself/ herself."

E.g.1 If a gal is irritated by people overhearing her conversations on the phone, say it happens to her everyday, then psychologically there is a point "I" where she has the tendency to overhear other people's conversations.

E.g. 2: Say a boy is irritated by other men touching him, it happens to him at regular intervals of time. Then at some point "I" he starts touching other men.

Here "I" represents the person hatred towards that irritating activity, the psychological threshhold were he doesnt wait for others to do it but does it himself inorder to kill the anticipation.

A lot of corollaries are going to be derived from this theorem.

About Me:
I am 25, single and stay with my parents!

Rashmi and the Stud... ;-D

I was walking down the lane when i saw the stud, He stared at me and then looked down something like this.






Then, So Hot that I am, He couldnt take it anymore! Lol!



Pics Courtesy: Pratap Kaul :-)

Its funny my job is all about deductions (markets, product life, future trend) but I can hardly deduce anything from my life!

I wana have your babies :-P!!!!!

Today I was walking home when I saw this man with a baby in his arms. I was just walking past them and the baby cries out mamma, mamma, ma to me.I almost melted to nothing there. This is so unfair...god y u duing this to me!Dont make such incidents happen to me!Lol.

I tried kicking,
that ain't working;
everyone's got some talent,
mine seems forever latent;
O' boy look now i am limericking! :-D

Magnet...........

These days I feel lyk a magnet,
A black hard one which attracts all the grief,
The ones that are mine as well those which are not,
And I am not liking it!

Manoj=Joy!

2009 and thereof

I see all my fellow bloggers talk about the year gone by so me why not. I did things which I may have never done otherwise. 2009 made me learn a hell lotta things. The year has been eventful or not actually. I always thought I am simple but I lied to me.
You know how people talk about technology all the time how the rate at which it has developed over the past couple of decades. It is tremendous. I feel overwhelmed. If I were God I would be proud of Man ….aaah I said it…I know not many are, coz of global warming, terrorism, wars etc. But look around if there is a creator it gave us an open field with all kind of creatures but man made the most of it.
Just when I was day dreaming about human progress it dawned on me. I thought of my mom. My mom was born in a village without electricity and now she has been transported into this world of LEDs, Iphones, Sixth sense technology, Cloud computing, etc. This world where human emotions are as fast as technological innovations. She tries so hard to cope up and I never realized how much her struggle is until this year.
Most of our parents are from this generation who are the intermediary to two generations which are as different as heaven and hell. The generation that was never given an opportunity to have a mind of their own and if they had not so much an opportunity to act on it. They just went with the flow. Then with us it made them realize that every person has the right to his or her own life. This they realize when their own life is almost done with. I can’t even imagine living with regret.
I learnt I love only two people in the world---Mum and Ashu. I always ran away from love so much so that I never admitted my love to my mom or my sis. I thought I am not capable of love. I thought if money can satisfy all human needs then why get into the puddle of love and get dirty. But money did nothing for me…Love over money anyday. I hate it when people associate love to the sexes.
2009 lost MJ,I think 2010 cant get worse!