I remember the time when they used to show Ally McBeal on TV. I wanted to be her. The most fascinating part of the show used to be the unisex bathroom. I work now and my office has one…I mean the unisex bathroom…and it’s not fun at all! :-(!
Someone asked SriSri Ravi Shanker (yeah wotever) what's your relationship with me.... with all of us? He asked in reply : What's your relationship with yourself? Its the same with me. Ting tong....hit my cranium just above the spine....penetrated through the medulla oblongata to reach the cerebral cortex..Spark spark....information prrrrooooceessiiiinnnnggggg. Now cant let it go! Whats my relationship with myself...Its not surely of love...reason: In love u forgive. Its not hate: In hatred u wish bad! And I am not my friend for sure coz in friendship u don't struggle to co exist. Whatever it is....sucks big time! I need others to make my relationship with myself sustain..or i would have been dead by now. Okay I am fascinated by Howard Roark.(still reading the book). From whatever I have read the man has the strongest relationship with himself. Unlike me he doesn't need validation from others: parents, friends, bosses and basically everyone. If I could be him....
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
Depth of character is overrated...The shallower I am the happier I feel. :-)
Thursday, October 22, 2009
There is a question on my mind. I am very sure what I think is the answer is the truth . I should say its debatable Question:How is being hurt different from self pity? I think in black and white both mean the same.