sOMETHING eLSE

Never looked uglier.dont have to worry about losing it....Atleast I dont feel unfulfilled..hope everyone else turns ugly...

I want to visit Manasarovar before I die..

Something I wish for but not sure if I actually want!

Someone asked Sri Sri Ravi Shanker (yeah wotever) what's your relationship with me.... with all of us? He asked in reply : What's your relationship with yourself? Its the same with me. Ting tong....hit my cranium just above the spine....penetrated through the medulla oblongata to reach the cerebral cortex..Spark spark....information prrrrooooceessiiiinnnnggggg. Now cant let it go!
Whats my relationship with myself...Its not surely of love...reason: In love u forgive. Its not hate: In hatred u wish bad! And I am not my friend for sure coz in friendship u don't struggle to co exist. Whatever it is....sucks big time! I need others to make my relationship with myself sustain..or i would have been dead by now.
Okay I am fascinated by Howard Roark.(still reading the book). From whatever I have read the man has the strongest relationship with himself. Unlike me he doesn't need validation from others: parents, friends, bosses and basically everyone.
If I could be him....

Depth of character is overrated...The shallower I am the happier I feel. :-)

There is a question on my mind. I am very sure what I think is the answer is the truth . I should say its debatable Question:How is being hurt different from self pity? I think in black and white both mean the same.

About Choices!!!

I wonder....
If it were to choose the Ys and not the X, I would have been a young man today,
Then maybe my pop would trust me with his shoulders!
If I were to choose a kid bro over a sis, I would be spineless today,
Then may be I would stoop even lower!
If I were to choose my old friends over the new ones, I would have few good friends,
Then may be I would live my whole life in a matchbox!
When I was offered to choose between happiness and peace, I chose Peace!
Then on the 13th even if it is to choose the lesser evil..I will make a choice for my leader! Atleast for myself if not for the state! Because thats what I do...Choose!