A balanced equation.....

The below post is just randomness

Is balance the natural state of living Or Is chaos Or something else? I like balance and hence the constant urge for making peace with myself. What I offer to the world needs to come back.When I say giving it could be anything time, money, love, sacrifice, power, kindness and even the opposite of that. But l am not balanced.

"The law of conservation of mass dictates that the quantity of each element does not change in a chemical reaction. Thus, each side of the chemical equation must represent the same quantity of any particular element."

Basically everything that goes into an act should come out with something equal to what has gone in. This is the truth which nature tells us everyday. 

But I don't seem to reach the reaction stage, I am a sieve and am not matter enough, everything percolates through me and i cant do anything as I don't have anything to stop them. Am full of holes.

Offer

The world has so much to offer. No one is born incapable of accepting from the world. As you grow older self loathe takes over all the virtues. Self Loathe ties your hands & heart up. 

Where is the Love

Where is the LOVE......Where is the COURAGE...................Where is EVERYTHING

Truth

"Its like I learn the same lesson again and again...................there is nothing more fascinating and intriguing than the "Truth". Sometimes I run away from it and sometimes I seek it more desperately than anything else in my life. But everytime it seems new.............May I have the strength to seek it and face all my life.....Cheers"

Truth

I remember being told Death is the only truth. Now I know why, because perspective has very little role with death. Death is death for everyone.

Me and Mirror

You look at me and through me.......i am happy otherwise but for your piercing truth.... Me and Mirror

Fallen

Falling from nowhere to nowhere, feels like nowhere is where I belong

Grey is just an easy shade

Gravity.............................

Have heard physicists say the best way to experience physics is when you are in a roller coaster ride,
I feel it too the roller coastaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.......physics is all over me

Am I there?

Do you see me or I am just crying for the waves,

Do you need me or I just longing for the rays,

Do you sense it or I just keep wanting for the warmth,

I know you are there, Am I there for you to know??????????

------- For my Lover, For My Father & For my Son --- THE SUN.

For now i perish seeking sighs of grief ....kind as he is the Almighty bestows me with sighs ................with sighs of relief...

She doesnt want me talk to boys or go out with them but wants me to be with one for a lifetime; She finds all the flaws in me but kills me to look pretty; She never let me be proud of me ; but hates it when i lower my eye; She finds me good for Nothing but wants me to do everything; She makes me so Independent but wants me to depend on her all the time; I tell her I am Sexy; She shirks and says you are a Good Gal; I think the sky; she thinks the earth; I hate her but I love her

Next time I will Drink your BLOOOOOOOD

Note to Me

"Feel SEXY Feel Sexy Be SEXY Be sexy feel sexy feel sexy be sexy be sext fell sexy feel sexy be sexy be sexy.........."

What makes me Proud

I saw an interview of Oprah on the CNN with Piers Morgan. I love her and not because shes a woman or shes a feminist or anything. I just love her for reasons I dont know. Most Importantly the fact that she promotes Love. Pure Love for all humans alike and takes efforts to have compassion and empathy for people around you.

I want to be like her. During the interview when he asked her about Obama being a let down. She gave answers which were pretty lame. It was very obvious that she hasnt followed up on his actions. But the justification or the answer she gave seemed to make sense. At the end of the day, she knows what Obama is as a person. She knows that in his charachter and his deeds he will do whatever it takes to make his country the best.

In Life we come across instances when we face tough situations and there are men who will knock all doors and fight till the end and fight till the last breath. I come across such people everyday. And i meet the total opposite too. I feel very proud of being human cause of some worthy humans.

Polymerism

Any one who knows chemistry knows what a Polymer is. A wikipedia definition says "A polymer is a large molecule (macro molecule) composed of repeating structural units. These subunits are typically connected by covalent chemical bonds. Although the term polymer is sometimes taken to refer to plastics, it actually encompasses a large class of natural and synthetic materials with a wide variety of properties."

Psycho graphic Profiling being my self claimed expertise I am gonna apply this term to Human Beings.


Origin of the Thought:
One day after work, Met a friend whose a sweetheart BTW,During one of the conversations following happened. Please take a breath, it is very very jumbled:

I say:" I think I don't know what i want in Life because if I get what I want. I will be happy and if I am happy, I will live in the fear of losing happiness hence I am more at ease with sadness and depression. So in other words sadness makes me Happy."

When I completed saying this both of us were so Confused that I further added to cut the silence, " I think I am complicated."

To which she immediately responded, " No You are not complicated, You are just Stupid"

After thinking about it for the next 4 to 5 hrs, i realised she was right. But I am not going tell people I am stupid...no way....so what do I do, what do I do.....Aaha I coined a new term, I am not complicated I am Polymeric..How cool does that sound!

All you people out there call yourself Polymeric.. that's the way to go!!! Yay

" Where is the I in Me? "

Maybe Someday

When I was li'l girl, he was a young man;
Now I am a young woman and he is a little boy;

He doesnt know me, neither do I know him;
No matter how much I try it hurts real bad;

Maybe if I were smarter, or prettier, or anything more,
He would want me for something that I am not..
I try and try to be that something that I am not.....
I wish I wish and just keep on wishing more

Theres a reason to everything so may this would have too
Some gals are just not meant to be Daddy's Li'l Girl...

P.S. Had written this for a long time, but never had the courage to post it. Today I guess I do. :)

u scratch my back i will scratch urs....

What do they think of themsleves. U.S.A and India trying to maiantain their relationship...ooohhh please I am better at relationships..and whoever knows me will know what that statement means. Such a two timer U.S.A. Kill the diplomacy lets just talk business.....

Man is an animal after...first standard knowldege

Its one thing that you learn something new everyday...Another is where you learn something you already know. That the most beautiful feeling to an adult. Especially coz most of your child life you spend believing what others told you or rather dictated to you.

Of the many things I realized one thing for sure today MAN(both genders) is an Animal. I saw a woman today at work not very fond of her. But today i got to know she is expecting a baby. And tadaa my thoughts for her changed by a 360 degree. I am mad that i know but sometimes i am unreasonable. And i mean it there is no reason what so ever. Whenever in such a state, like any other person I blame it on circumstances.

So the point behind this post.Age old saying Male hunt & Women nurture. Absolutely true. Rather than the physical differences i would use the above mentioned traits to differentiate between the two genders.

So am I male or female, Question number 1: Do I hunt?- Yes I do, I hunt for Men, I hunt for Prosperity, I hunt for Knowledge, I hunt for Growth.

Do I want to hunt? Yes I want to hunt it gives me the rush, the energy to live.

Do I nurture? As of now I dont nurture anything except for my self consuming growing wants and needs.

Do I want to nurture? Yes yes yes yes. I dnt know how when what where but yes yes yes, I want to Nurture.

So by my theory if the want to nurture is so high that it supercedes all other current state of being then you are a nurturer. I am a nurturer so i am a female.

Hence Proved.

Sorry for this torture...