Man is an animal after...first standard knowldege

Its one thing that you learn something new everyday...Another is where you learn something you already know. That the most beautiful feeling to an adult. Especially coz most of your child life you spend believing what others told you or rather dictated to you.

Of the many things I realized one thing for sure today MAN(both genders) is an Animal. I saw a woman today at work not very fond of her. But today i got to know she is expecting a baby. And tadaa my thoughts for her changed by a 360 degree. I am mad that i know but sometimes i am unreasonable. And i mean it there is no reason what so ever. Whenever in such a state, like any other person I blame it on circumstances.

So the point behind this post.Age old saying Male hunt & Women nurture. Absolutely true. Rather than the physical differences i would use the above mentioned traits to differentiate between the two genders.

So am I male or female, Question number 1: Do I hunt?- Yes I do, I hunt for Men, I hunt for Prosperity, I hunt for Knowledge, I hunt for Growth.

Do I want to hunt? Yes I want to hunt it gives me the rush, the energy to live.

Do I nurture? As of now I dont nurture anything except for my self consuming growing wants and needs.

Do I want to nurture? Yes yes yes yes. I dnt know how when what where but yes yes yes, I want to Nurture.

So by my theory if the want to nurture is so high that it supercedes all other current state of being then you are a nurturer. I am a nurturer so i am a female.

Hence Proved.

Sorry for this torture...

Everyone is unhappy with me, seriously i have nothing to offer....

Society

"Oh, it's a mystery to me
We have a greed with which we have agreed
And you think you have to want more than you need
Until you have it all you won't be free

Society, you're a crazy breed
Hope you're not lonely without me...

When you want more than you have
You think you need...
And when you think more than you want
Your thoughts begin to bleed
I think I need to find a bigger place
Because when you have more than you think
You need more space

Society, you're a crazy breed
Hope you're not lonely without me...
Society, crazy indeed
Hope you're not lonely without me...

There's those thinking, more-or-less, less is more
But if less is more, how you keeping score?
Means for every point you make, your level drops
Kinda like you're starting from the top
You can't do that...

Society, you're a crazy breed
Hope you're not lonely without me...
Society, crazy indeed
Hope you're not lonely without me...

Society, have mercy on me
Hope you're not angry if I disagree...
Society, crazy indeed
Hope you're not lonely without me..."

Angel

"I am an old woman named after my mother
My old man is another child that's grown old
If dreams were lightning thunder was desire
This old house would have burnt down a long time ago

Make me an angel that flies from montgom'ry
Make me a poster of an old rodeo
Just give me one thing that I can hold on to
To believe in this living is just a hard way to go

When I was a young girl well, I had me a cowboy
He weren't much to look at, just free rambling man
But that was a long time and no matter how I try
The years just flow by like a broken down dam.

There's flies in the kitchen I can hear 'em there buzzing
And I ain't done nothing since I woke up today.
How the hell can a person go to work in the morning
And come home in the evening and have nothing to say.

Make me an angel that flies from montgom'ry
Make me a poster of an old rodeo
Just give me one thing that I can hold on to
To believe in this living is just a hard way to go."

Saw a kid in the train today, he made me reopen my long forgotten blog writing hobby. For almost half an hour the kid just sat pretending to eat air from his tiffin box. The happiest face he had, I like happy faces.
I like sad faces too, I like a lot of things. I am too tired to dislike anything. Tired of being.. Mabbe I should not be for a while. Wonder how not to be - like that air which the kid I saw today was playing with.

So used to being scared, just cant be otherwise. Infact I dont remember not being scared. How does it feel?

I identify wid everyone.....good, bad, ugly...In a mirror i see a mirror..........Nt a crisis of identify but mabbe too much of it!